today..i realize a very important thing about me that i should erase..ENVY and JEALOUSY..and the most important thing is i don`t ACCEPT myself..
i always want to be on top..number one until i forgot that there is other person in this world that is just much better than myself..this envy feeling just make me sick..seriously really sick..i hate to say congrats to other because i always think i`m the best..it just time to change..learn to love myself and that the only way that can make me happy..^_^
p/s: nobody`s perfect right??
